Chapter 135
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"My baby gives such good advice" Kati kisses him on the cheek "So you're both saying I should do it?" They nod their heads yes "Or at least bring it up again" Kati adds.
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The next day I rush home after my classes thinking he'd be there but when I got to our room he wasn't, taking out my phone I text him
Hey where are you?
Heading to practice why what's up? Nothing just wanted to talk
Ok want to when I get home? Sure.
Cleaning our dorm up I shower and sit at my desk doing homework until he gets home. Four hours later I hear the door unlocking, quickly fixing myself I pretend to look busy "hey" he shuts the door after walking in
"Hey how was practice?"
"Good" he drops his bag and bat "I am exhausted" he falls on his bed "You look exhausted" I sit on mine
"Still want to talk?"
"Yeah actually-" I start to muster up courage "Cool mind if I just shower first I feel disgusting"
Internally sighing "yeah no problem it can wait" go take your stupid shower so I can tell you that I
want to have sex with you! Grabbing his towel and caddy he leaves the room. Taking a deep breath "you got this Sam."
After his shower Tyler walks back in wearing jeans and no shirt, oh lord his chest and the way his underwear is peaking out of his jeans. The water drips from his hair down his beautiful chest and I know I should look away but how? How do I look away? "You ok?" He asks putting his stuff away, ugh if his front wasn't hot enough his back made it so much better.
"Uh yep great" I sit at the tip of my bed
"Alright" putting a shirt on he gets on his bed we're facing each other "let's talk" "Ohkay umm have you thought about what we talked about at all?"
"Yeah"
"And?"
"I haven't changed my mind Sam but you said you weren't going to do it and you seem like you meant it."
I'm just gonna say it we're adults and this is normal "I think we should" a small smile flashes across his face "I mean I want to and if we just take it slow and communicate we should be fine"
"You serious?" I nod "what made you change your mind?"
"Nothing I mean you're my roommate and I've always tried to keep my distance so you wouldn't feel uncomfortable living with me because I'm gay"
"You know I've never had a problem with that right? It's never bothered me."
Getting up from my bed I sit on his "having sex with a guy will not feel the same as having sex with a girl... or at least I don't think so" I've never actually had sex with a girl so... kinda just speculating
"Will it hurt?"
"That's more my worry than yours but if we do it right only for a little bit." He's sitting leaned against the wall and I'm at the tip of the bed
"How will I know if I'm doing it right?" Smiling I reply "I'll let you know"
"Okay" his cheeks rise smiling with me. Moving from where he's sitting he crawls over and sits next to me "can I ask you something and
you have to be honest" "Yeah" I get a little nervous
"Have you ever thought about me that way? Like what it'd be like to have sex with me?" "Uhh" I gulp "umm well there are moments where-"
"So that's yes?" He grins and I nod yes too embarrassed to say it out loud
"I mean you had to have known that, it's the same as you having girls as friends I bet you've thought about sleeping with them."
"Yeah I get that." We glance at each other smiling then looking away, that goes one for a few seconds then Tyler asks "can I kiss you?"
"Yes" turning our heads together we lean in and as soon as our lips touch I whisper "it's ok if you don't like it" instead of saying anything back Tyler parts his lips and takes mine between them. Our heads on opposite sides as our lips pull on each others, and even though we're starting slowly I could feel his tongue licking my lips already wanting to be in my mouth. The kiss goes on for a minute or two then I pull away "how was that?"
He's quietly and slowly panting "I liked it"
"Good" pulling his head to me I start to kiss him again lightly pulling and biting his lips, he gets more comfortable placing his hand on my hip he pulls me closer. We climb his bed, he lays back and I get on top, our kissing gets intense his hands run and squeeze my body. As soon as they get to my ass I could feel him and myself wanting more.
