Chapter 149
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"You wouldn't understand alright, just please be mindful of boundaries"
"Please don't give me that I wouldn't understand bullshit I'm not a child! And what do you mean be mindful of boundaries? What? I can't touch you now?" That's not the problem. Harris knows if something were to happen between them it would be different for him, he's an adult, whatever happens would be his own fault, and the consequences that comes with doing something that's so morally against who is he would probably end him. "I like you Harry and I think about you a lot"
"No Tan listen this- this cannot happen, I'm sorry if you think I led you on or was putting signs out there for you but I was only being a friend, I wasn't trying to do anything"
Tan laughs at how nervous Harris is and apologizing for things he didn't do "you were my friend the other stuff just happened naturally"
"There is no other stuff"
Tan scoffs "yes there is! The way you're fighting so hard not to kiss me right now is other stuff! And I feel it too Harry"
Harris turns off the stove "all of this was a bad idea, grab your stuff I'm gonna drive you home now" Walking around Tan Harris tries to leave but is suddenly stopped by Tan "just say the problem" he
turns Harris around to face him "just put it out in the open so we can stop beating around the bush"
Calming himself down Harris takes control of his breathing again and looks Tan in the eyes "you're 17 Tan"
"So fucking what Harry?"
"And your father's the DA, and I'm old enough to know that this is generally a bad idea, you're young you're still learning"
"Then let this be my bad idea! I want to learn for myself and you can trust me I won't say anything" "No no! I shouldn't be having this conversation, all of this is a liability" Harris quickly walks away "You worry too much!" Tan follows behind him
"Tan I don't want to get you in trouble, I know what doing something like this means"
Finally going around him fast enough to stop him Tan stands in front of Harris "I do too" Tan slowly runs his hand against Harris's bare arm bringing it up closer to his shoulder "I'll follow your lead, whatever you say" Tan's hand trail from his arm to his chest
"You're too impulsive that won't work" their voices get low practically whispering
"Yes it will if you trust me" Tan smiles and continues to run his hand up and down Harris's chest and stomach "this isn't the worst thing"
Harris doesn't want the feel of Tan's hand against his chest to stop, he wants more. Harris can't understand what it is about Tan that makes it so hard to resist him, is it his big eyes and long eyelashes he can never not look into when they're looking at him? Or is it his physical presence? Some people are attracted by the mere presence of another person and Harris feels it when he's around Tan "you're so sure" Tan moves closer as his hand move up to Harris's neck slowly pulling his head in
"I've thought about this a lot, what being with you would be like" Tan presses his chest against Harris "do you think about me Harry?"
"You have no idea how much I think about you" Harris's eyes get low and Tan blushes "Good then kiss me" burying his fingers in Harris's hair Tan closes his eyes and wait, putting
everything aside Harris takes Tan by the hips
and kisses his sweet lips. They feel exactly like he'd imagine, Tan's lips suck and pull on Harris's and Harris holds Tan's back like a gentleman and caress his face as they kiss. "You're a really good guy Harry" Tan whispers as Harris's lips massage his neck
"Why would you say that?" Harris pulls away "are you trying to make me feel bad?" He moves away from Tan
"No I wasn't trying to- wait what do you mean make you feel bad?"
"Because I should know better, if I was actually a good guy I'd know how wrong this is"
"We get it Harris you're a lawyer you know the difference between right and wrong, but why can't you be selfish for once? Go after something you really want, right or wrong"
Hesitant but fully willing Harris pulls Tan back in and starts to kiss him again, running his hands up under Tan's shirt Harris feels his soft skin against his fingers. The moans leaving Tan's mouth turns Harris on so much but he's trying so hard to control himself with Tan in his arms, all he wants to do is tear all of Tan's clothes off. "That feels so good Tan" Harris's eyes are practically rolled to the back of his head as Tan's lips lightly kiss and bite his ear.
"Why are we still standing out here?" Tan pulls away asking. Smiling Harris doesn't reply not understanding the question "oh my god ok...
can I see your bedroom? Or is it off limits?"
"Oh" he chuckles embarrassed "yeah sure" he takes Tan's hand and pulls him through the living room then down a hallway until they get to Harris's room. "What do you think?" Harris asks standing behind Tan as they stare at his bed
"It looks comfortable" Tan says walking towards it "do you mind if I..." Tan signs towards sitting on the bed
"No go ahead" he replies and Tan climbs on sitting down. Raising his leg Tan goes to untie his shoes but Harris quickly drop to his knees "let me" he grabs Tan's leg and pulls him towards him. Tan watches as a handsome older man untie his really dirty vans he knew he shouldn't have worn.
After taking off his shoes and socks Harris stands at the foot of the bed and Tan kneels on it in front of him, Tan pulls on his clothes as they're kissing wanting to take them off. Moving his hand down to Harris's bulge Harris gasp as Tan's hand grabs his front softly, he didn't know if he was ready to let
Tan know how hard he actually was and now that Tan felt it all he wanted was to see it. Getting off the bed Tan gets on his knees and turns Harris to him "Tan wait" Harris stops him as he reaches for his button and zipper
